Brightness In The Blackness

Ugh, I’m such a mess. I’m in such a horrible phase right now (at least I hope it’s a phase) where I get these seriously intense low mood patches and it’s honestly terrifying. I feel so hopeless and that there is truly nothing to live for anymore because reality is either too scary or too […]

Kaleidoscope

Today a Health Visitor came round to see my one year old son and check his general progress. I suppose she was nice, but I found it hard to see that because in my opinion she was a bit tactless in some of her phrases, and also I just don’t like people in my house […]

Invisible Woman

The days are so difficult at the moment. I get so low, so overwhelmed by life and everything in it. I feel like I’m failing in so many ways. I feel I’m disappointing everyone, most of all myself. I have this weird sensation that I’m just drifting through life. The days are slipping past without […]

Not Fulfilled

I’ve been finding it difficult to blog recently, hence my radio silence. I don’t know why. My anxiety and depression have been quite hard to deal with and I guess that’s affecting my motivation to blog. There’s not really much going on for me right now. My daughter is at school and she’s doing well, […]

Until Tomorrow

I’m aware that I haven’t posted in a couple of days. It’s just been an extremely exhausting time, and it’s taken its toll on me more than I expected physically, and at about the level I expected emotionally. I will post about it, hopefully tomorrow. So until then.