Masterpiece Of Misery

I feel worthless. I feel ugly. I feel taken for granted. I feel unappreciated. I feel stupid. I feel repulsive. I feel unlovable. I feel disgusting. I feel hated. I feel a burden. I feel a disappointment. I feel unimportant. I feel like I’m drowning and nobody has noticed. Nobody looks hard enough to notice. […]

Physically and Emotionally Exhausted

The past couple of days have been pretty hard for me. They’ve been very emotionally intense, as well as physically trying. My little girl started school on Tuesday, and I’ve been on such a rollercoaster of emotion with it. I’ve felt excitement, fear, relief, dread, inadequacy…a whole mixture of feelings. My husband took a couple […]

Regret

Agony aches my soul Festers and throbs beneath the surface Cruel and cold Destruction of confidence Demolition of courage Regret pierces the darkness Harsh, brutal Pitiless pain Attacks again and again What do I live for? What, if not progression? ‘Love conquers all’ Yet not anymore How can it? For Nothing can erase words already […]