Once A Cheater, Always A Cheater?

I have no idea what to do.  I’m seriously stuck for a way forward.  I need help. How can I trust my husband again? Is it even possible? Can I really hold out any hope for the future? Can I truly trust that he won’t cheat again? How do I recover from this? It’s been […]

Trust Issues and Paranoia

I’m sorry it’s been a few days since my last post. I’ve been finding it hard to get motivated to write about my feelings and I’m not entirely sure why. Things with my husband are going okay, aside from the trust issues that are crippling me right now. I desperately want to trust him, and […]

My Date

My date last night was wonderful. I still can’t believe I actually got to go out with my husband, on a romantic outing, without the kids, in the evening. It was surreal but so lovely and so special. My thoughts of course regularly returned to the children and home and how things were going, but […]

History and Its Cruelty

Each moment drags. All I want is for this day to be over, but time feels like it’s barely moving. I feel like such a disappointment to people around me. I feel like everyone expects more of me than I can give. People don’t understand what it’s like to live my life, to be terrified […]