Happy Happy

Guess what? Today’s been a good day! I can’t remember the last time I had a day that was so undeniably good. The stressful moments were few and far between. It was wonderful. My husband is off work this week and it was lovely spending time with him without feeling subconsciously tense that he’s returning […]

The Very Inspiring Blogger Award!

I’d like to say a huge thankyou to Mentally Questionable for nominating me for the Very Inspiring Blogger Award! I am so grateful! Anyone who hasn’t already should check out her blog. She very eloquently and accurately describes what life is like with the daily struggle of anxiety and depression. Definitely worth a read. The […]

“Hello Beautiful”

Yesterday I walked into my bedroom to get ready for bed and my husband, already lying in bed, said “hello beautiful”. It made me smile like I was a little girl again. It’s not like he doesn’t tell me I’m beautiful normally because he does, so I’m not sure why this time affected me so […]

Choice

I’ve got so many big choices to make. I don’t have to make them right now, but it’s still daunting knowing that sooner or later I’ll be faced with them. One choice is whether to have any more children. I know my husband would like to have more, but it’s such a massive commitment, much […]

Fragile, But Good

Today has been overall a positive day. There have been low and stressful moments, but it’s been surprisingly good. For the first time in ages I exercised this morning which was so great. I found that it was a great release for my pent up tension. I put so much effort into it to really […]

Feeling Stable

Update: last night was awful (hence my rather negative entry) but I’m feeling more stable now. It’s fairly late so I think I’ll write a more descriptive post tomorrow about what’s gone on lately, but I’m so glad I’m feeling okay at the moment. I really hope the worst is over and I’ll stay fairly […]