I am completely and utterly exhausted. Having a panic attack has that effect. I despise it. But I’m glad this particular attack is over. I’ll enjoy this break while it’s here.
Day 2 of my re-commitment to blogging…and I have no idea what to write about! I guess I’ll just see where the words take me. This morning was one of the rare moments when I felt able to contact my Mum. My daughter was happily playing with a Christmas present from her (she only opened […]
Today is okay. Last night I had something of an emotional breakdown; I cried for so long, I felt in the depths of despair and experienced regular bouts of panic to top it off. It all came as a result of examining my feelings in more depth than I have in a long time. I […]
Today has been a bit of a rollercoaster. First off, my husband left for work at 5:30am (as he has been all week so far) and that was alright, I’m getting used to it. Then I was woken up at 7:20ish by a loud knock on the door and it occurred to me that it […]
I’m feeling very fragile today. I had an extremely emotional day yesterday and it’s just taken it out of me. I’m feeling overwhelmed by life and I’m finding it difficult to see positives around me. I despise this aspect of depression. I hate feeling so low and incapable of even small things. I hate feeling […]