Hate and Anger and Facades

I don’t like putting on a facade. I don’t like pretending I’m alright. I don’t like being anything other than what I want to be.

It blows my mind how selfish some people can be. Why should I feel guilty for looking out for my wellbeing? Why should I have to justify myself?

I feel so much anger and hatred and I despise feeling this way. No mother should make her child feel like this. She’s acting like she’s forgotten how to be an adult. She’s being self-pitying and wallowing and almost laughably tunnel-visioned.

I hate this so bloody much.

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