Drifting Numb

Today I feel like I’m floating.

I feel like I’m sort of drifting through life feeling numb. I feel like I should feel stressed or low or panicked or something, but there’s just nothing. I’m just going through the motions, doing what I need to do without reacting like I normally do. My house is a mess but I’m not even bothered. I’ve been pretty useless today but that doesn’t bother me either.

What is happening to me?

Why am I all of a sudden so calm? I’m not complaining; this weird drifting feeling is definitely preferable to panic or crushing depression. But it’s just weird. I don’t know how long I can expect it to last, so I’ll just try to enjoy it. The absence of stress is so noticeable, this calmness feels so foreign.

But it’s nice.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: