Agony

Ever had one of those moments in a relationship where you look at it and think “That’s it. That’s when something broke between us”?

Well, I just had one.

Ever had one of those moments when you feel so broken that you think you’ll never mend? And there’s so much emotion and pain that your body shuts down in defence and then all you feel is numbness?

I feel that way now.

How much of it is anxiety and how much is reality? How much is rational and how much is irrational? It’s impossible to tell. It’s just exhausting and agonising and I’m fed up with all of it.

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